Happy Valentins Day! Early....

The first song on my playlist now is Fischers "I Will Love You." It has been a long time secret of mine because the first time I heard it was when I was dating Jesse and it made me think of him, which for me and him at the time was very scary. To say "I love you," was a huge deal for the both of us but we both knew that it was only a short amount of time before one or the other said it because that was how we felt. He was my best friend and I was his. We would have done anything for the other and sometimes we did. Now the thing about this song was that I didn't tell Jesse about it until just recently. I am not sure why I didn't tell him about it but when he heard it he loved it. It truly speaks volumes for how I feel about him. To say he has changed my life and who I am as a person is an understatement. Before him, I was very lost, insecure, unhappy and confused. (typical teenager maybe?) He has really brought out the best in me and is a wonderful father to our two boys. It is much thanks to him that I am able to stay home and take care of our little family. Most recently I have leaned on him more than I ever thought I would have too and he was my rock and also a rock for my mother and father when they needed him and our family the most. Next month will mark our 7 year anniversary. I can't believe it has been that long and that Ben is allready 6 and Jackson 2. I will say this, it has been an amazing 7 years and so far the happiest in my life. Jesse, if you are reading this.....I love you and thank you. I look forward to many more wonderful years and gallons of icecream with you. (If you don't know....Jesse is ice cream king and I really should stay away from it)

Happy Valentines Day to all of our wonderful friends and family! We are so blessed to have each and everyone of you in our lives!